Forever you

I woke earlyto the dull ache of eternitywithout you.No tangled limbs or tousled headno imprint of body in my bedto say we ever existed.I pulled myself into, military huepretended nothing matteredover coffee and the breaking of bread;but then I listened to one of our tunessomething snapped inside my headinto colours of you.I woke earlyto sharp call of summer bird,it should have been okthat we were so,long agoso far away.I woke earlyto a pepper cracked skythe wind in the trees,there was nothingto say, no more gamesto play:I woke earlyno reason to live or diefor I woke to eternitywithout you.