October blues

 I’ve got the deep October blues:then, summer shimmered in my bones but now the earth has turned to night& sleep is all that fills my life. I dreamt of you & there you wereyour voice the same, your laugh that turns me inside out. But I won’t take that London trainto see you now. I’ve got the deep October bluesor is it age that’s tracked me down Love it seems so immature& too much effort to pursue to only be alone again. The Buddha told us to let gothat life’s a never ending dance of saying goodbye so here I’m listening to your songsthat make me cry.